“Nothing ever goes away until it teaches us what we need to know.” – Pema Chodron
I understand that there is a lesson that I am supposed to learn here. I get that. Getting that however does not make it easier. I want to just be in my comfortable space and just say I fine where I am. But, the truth is I could not ever be ok being stagnant.
Never settle. No matter what. Never. Ever. Settle.
I do not deserve less because there’s more of me.
I honestly have been trying to write this post all day. It’s just not there. I’m tired. I’m so tired. And, it’s frustrating because all I can DO is be tired. I don’t get to vent. I don’t get to be told it’s ok. I only get, in this instance, to be tired.
The struggle is real. However it is not stronger. I gotta keep pushing forward. Growing regardless of the icky feelings that arise. Yes, I said icky. Judge me accordingly.