I’m such a sap. I think I said something that offended someone and its bothering me. Crap.
Its that whole misunderstood thing all over again. I never want to go thru that again. Constantly explaining yourself, feeling on edge, walking the eggshells…
Anyway, I’m trying to pull myself together and finish this book. Its funny because I need to pull myself out of my feelings but I need to kinda be in my feelings to produce the best work. A shame.
Business is slowly picking up. Always a good thing. And there’s a good mix of big orders and small. Balance is great. I’m excited but nervous. I swear there’s just not enough hours in the day.
This training keeps me full of anxiety.I know my friends ate tired of hearing it, so I’ll keep it between me and you. And I know all I have to do is my best. But, sometimes I feel like my best isn’t good enough. More times than I’m comfortable with, in fact.
This year so far has seen several changes in my life. New people. New opportunity. New ideas.
And, its only February.