5. I loved the Spice Girls “Tell you what I want what I really really want…” right up to the end.
4. I have a groupie-esque crush on Jay-Z.
3. I am still convinced Mufasa will get up.
2. I like Thats So Raven. Not like I TiVo it or anything but the kid is funny.
1. My 20 year old sister and I still wake up at 5 in the morning to open gifts on Christmas. And yes we rush in with just as much excitement as when we were 7.
Listen to the rain against my skin.
On a much lighter note, I went out today and spent way too much money on stuff. Now I know what you’re thinking but don’t get twisted; under all this poetic, conscious, revolutionary exterior I am still a woman and buying things makes me feel good. Not good as in better about myself just happy and tingly all over. Check this out though, I bought Grey’s anatomy on DVD because I am slightly addicted to this show. Also bought several CDs (you remember those ancient things) which, I always have to split up my purchase because I feel bad about going to places like BestBuy so I end up buying something from the local places (BeBop) to compensate.
I’m finishing up the first quarter of a Networking class. Actually as we speak I am finished I just left a grueling 6 hour final and finished it off with an A. So now I can relax for two weeks before the next quarter begins. Although writing is my passion it doesn’t pay all the bills so I always have to have a back-up. But my goal is to turn my passion into my career. I’ve been slow on that burner though.
What is normal and how do I cure it?
The only thing that is constant about me is that I will always be me. I refuse to conform to the ideals of anyone else. I can be so liberal its sickening, but mostly I love playing devil’s advocate. Honestly, I’m just an asshole like that. It amazes me when liberals make statements abhoring conservatives but mimic the behaviour they claim to oppose.
I was asked, why my sexuality isn’t on my page? Wha? Unless I’m sleeping with you it doesn’t matter. I wrote a very short poem some time ago that fits this situation.
I use they
Is none of
Again, not that its such a secret, I just like screwing with peoples preconceived notions. If you notice, I don’t have my religion there either. Seriously, if you really want to know somethig its questions, not threats, that work best.
Put the camera done for a second
I need a break
Give me a minute to come out of my skin
I need some air
Ill make a deal with you
Give me a chance to breathe
And Ill show you the real me
Or preconceived notion
Give me a minute to breathe
And Ill be real with you
Put the camera down for a second
Look at me without the scrutiny of the lens
Dont zoom in
And make me larger than life
Dont zoom out
And miss me altogether
Just put your camera down for a second
And see me clearly